now i am in the middle of a homework assignment for said class where i don't at all care about it, and it has taken me several hours and will probably take a couple more. but i can't help but be happy for some reason. i don't know if it came from initiation this past weekend combined with the ben folds show and a little bit of jamming with damien, but i am just happy. i thought it should be documented in case this feeling was fleeting. that is all.